Me, myself and him

Hi guys. I am sorry that i have not update my blog since last year. I have been very busy with my examination that i could not spare some time to think of any idea of what to blog. Apologize.

Last 30 days had been really exhaustive, hectic days. Examination always make me feel that way and to tell you guys the truth, this is the first time that I feel scared for examination. I have never had felt the cold blood running through my veins since I sat for my PTS (it was the Primary 3 examination that allows student to skip Primary 4 direct to Primary 5). I was scared for my biology paper. But, thanks god that I was able to finish the paper and did it with peace and calmness. I wonder why did I so scared for that paper... Perhaps, the "burden" that I carried with the title when I got highest mark for that subject during mid-sem exam cause me to feel scared. Anyway, my examination is over and I got 2 weeks to enjoy myself! Yahoo!

So, this 2 weeks, I planned to spend one week staying with my foster family at Banting. To those of you who had read my previous post and poem in my new blog, and wonder what happen to both of us right now, we already back to square one. My foster father (Abah) had apologized to me when I told him about this. He said that he did not realize what he did had hurt me so much. He also said that he was stressed at that time. I forgive him for now I know that my "sixth sense' is right and true. I am not the one who caused him to be stressed or angry or acting like he was hating me, but it is actually the new guy. I am glad that now I am able to get rid of these feelings (guilt, scared, sad) that haunting me since July 2008. Thank you God. This is the biggest test from Him that i've been through.

Now, I am happy with Abah and I am really glad that we are back the way that we used to be.
We chat and joke with each other the way we used to be.
We share our opinions and thoughts the way we used to be.
We sit and dine together the way we used to be.
We work together the way we used to be.

Thank you Abah for taking care of me, for loving me as your own son, and most of all...
Thank you Abah for your love and sacrifices...