Think, wait & move on

Human. As long we remain as humans, we would never able to escape from problems. A person who doesn't have any problem may probably never live his life. Except if he is a living-dead.

Problems teach us to be mature. Without problems, perhaps we will never learn anything. Nothing. Nothing at all. But some how, there are problems in our life that may interrupt our normal days and turn everything upside down.

Me? I am sick with problems that are around me. Sometime, I think I can't hold it anymore. God damn it, I am still alive right now and able to post this. Recently, I have a problem, or so call not-literally-my problem. It is someone else problem, but I am caught in the middle of the internal conflict. This problem has affecting me for a very long time. I actually anticipated that this problem will happen. The best thing when you are able to see this coming is, when you are able to do something about it. The worst part is, when you are not able to do anything about it. This is what happened to me. I foresee the problem, but i could not do anything about it. Damn it.

For several weeks, I held on to a hope that I will get over this matter as soon as possible. Everyday, I felt my life became sucks. Thank God, after watching Kami The Movie, I am able to be myself back. Since then, I have a motto in my life, a new tag for me to live on in this world; Life's suck, but there's still tomorrow. The hope that tomorrow will bring keep me sprout and sustain to stay and continue my life everyday now. Even with this motto, the problem was still bothering me until I shared with somebody that recently become very close to me.


"Hidup ini memang palat, tapi esok masih ada." To anyone who doesn't know what 'palat' is, it means 'suck'.
I like this movie.


I was quite afraid to share this problem with him. But I pulled my socks and took some guts, and darely talked to him about this problem. Surprisingly, he is really understanding and after sharing it with him, I felt the weight of the world was being lifted off from my shoulder (of course, with a few advices). It was the first time that I felt the sense of freedom, with the capital F. Even until now, the moment I post this blog.

With my problem gone, now I can continue my life and focus on my study.

I am really grateful that I meet you Dad. Thank you very much for all the time you have with me.

And thanks to my friends who keep on posting up comments in my blog. Keep it up and I'll bring you guys with more stuffs! Thanks ya for drooping by.

New semester, new resolutions

Hello there... It's been 1 week since the last time I updated my blog. Been quite busy catching up with my schedule, like other people as well. You know, study, work, training, music... sometime I got entangled in between these things. But it doesn't matter how busy my life is, as long as I can enjoy everything till I drop :)

Anyway, when ever we come to an end of something, we will get on board with something else. The end of sem 1 as a foundation year student remarked the next half of my journey in Penang before I go to Ireland. Sometime, I think, if I could have accepted the offer to Australia, I would have just started my journey to be a doc while the path that I take right now have manage to get me through 5 months of the same thing. Wait, what am I talking about?

Last semester has reflected our efforts and journey in our 1st term in PMC. Thank God, I got flying colours this time. I hope I will be able to maintain my achievement in sem 2. I know that I need to pull my socks right now because everything is getting tougher.

Besides academic achievement, my concern this term is also my 'side-project'. I hope that I could spend some of my free time with music. PMC is having ballad session in the middle of March. It is someting like talent show in high school. So, anyone is allow to participate during the night. Hope that I'll be able to catch up with my schedule and perform that night.

I bought my new baby last 2 weeks. It is a 2nd hand Yamaha bass guitar. It is still in good condition and it is very cheap. I hope that with the bass guitar, a better song can be played as I keep on finding ways to overcome this matter before.


My new baby, Yamaha Bass Guitar


My Ibanez Guitar, RX Series... My first baby...

There are a lot more that I want to share but some of my resolutions are personal. Need to keep them to myself.

Thanks for dropping!

The Best Boring Day (of my life?)

Yesterday was a public holiday for all Malaysian (except for people in Sabah & Sarawak) to mark the celebration of Thaipusam, a celebration for all Hindus. So, me and my friend went for an outing to Queensbay. We were planning to watch movie or to karaoke.

Upon arriving at Queensbay, we were stunt (exageratting) when there is no preferable movie to be watched together. So, we went for a hunt for any k-box (where 'k' stands for karaoke). Somehow, we didn't find any in Queensbay and it was the beginning of the boring day of my life.

Wait, the title of this post is "The Best Boring Day". Hahaha... It was a boring day, but it is not any ordinary boring day, it is the BEST boring day of my life. After failing accomplishing our wants, we went wondering around the big building. 1st was an anime + manga shop. We stopped by that shop and looked around for any interesting most popular-art-from-Japan (what else... manga lah!). Then, we moved on and went to another bookstore with difference purposes (which was not planned earlier). When we were there, we were laughing and teasing each other with the title of manga and anime... Look below at this one.

Look at the title.
Nana, how dare you not to tell you are one of Japan's Manga (hahahaha...)

Then, we went shopping (my god, 3 guys went out shopping, what the hell is going on over here) in Jusco. I managed to grab a pair of shoes in which I paid for a very reasonable price. Seriously, I think it is one of the cheapest shoes that I ever bought in my life. I am glad to have them on my feet.


My second skateboarding shoes after DC.

After shopping, we went to a watch shop to repair my roomate's watch. The shopkeeper (which is a woman) is a very nice person. She dealt with us nicely and like the way she entertained her customers. Then, walked down to a bookstore, Border. Recently, I bought two books and I am still reading them. So, i didn't want to buy any book over there. But, it is still a very big impressive book store. Salute!


Great books for thinker!

Anyway, this is the jeez of what I did during my best boring day. Guess the story is also boring...

I am going back to... what?

09 Feb 2009, man, I am going to remember this date forever in my life. At least I am trying to embed it in my blog.

Today marked the new journey of us (foundation year 2009) to embark in our 2nd sem. Darn, I finished my 1st sem already. How good am I in my sem 1 is still yet to be known (until tomorrow).

Last weekend, me and my housemates went to Genting Highland to get rid of our boredom during holiday. It was wonderful to have friends around us to enjoy the rides. Somehow, I felt that Genting Theme Park has lost its thrills. When i hop in the tremendous-electrifying 'flying coaster', which is suppose to be its signature attraction, i felt nothing more than just a thrill. Perhaps, I am already 'immune' to this ride. Anyway, it was really glad to have friends along with me during the trip.



The next day, we went back to Penang. It was a long trip but enjoyable with a capital 'E'. Seriously, I enjoy the trip back to Penang, We laughed to our own jokes, made fun on each other and still we kept our sense of humour that made the journey great. Hahahahaha....

5 friends going back to Penang. Sempat ambik gambar tengah drive...huhuhu..


Sunset... It's so sweet!



Penang Bridge. Always like this...

Now I am back in Penang with new same hope, like all medic students hope for, to be successful in this semester. Chayo!!!

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